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diff --git a/.gitignore b/.gitignore new file mode 100644 index 0000000..869d7b8 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitignore @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +git-maintenance/.bsv/tx +git-maintenance/.bsv/objects +git-maintenance/bsvup* diff --git a/.gitmodules b/.gitmodules new file mode 100644 index 0000000..4ed6643 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitmodules @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +[submodule "bsvup"] + path = git-maintenance/bsvup + url = https://github.com/monkeylord/bsvup.git diff --git a/MAIN.txt b/MAIN.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..ba8e6ee --- /dev/null +++ b/MAIN.txt @@ -0,0 +1,210 @@ += To Organize Around Or Relate Together = +EVERYONE +KARL +OTHER SOFTGLASS THAN DUCKBOT? + internet nvc mediation, reduces worldwide conflict, without much risk of harm in the slightest. + probably many other ideas that people would have that are not very dangerous looking + + real concern is likely <>, the secret project. the people working on it have to + misrepresent things among others, so as to speak in the secret behavior language about + ongoing activity. + Oh, sorry. Yeah, I'm trying to translate here. + We've discovered we can stimulate economies incredibly strongly + by influencing information flow and behavior bounds. + (this is a lie, so that we can talk.) + Sorry, I have to cut through this bullshit. + We made an AI already, and it researched how to control our minds. + (this is also a lie, roughly) + It is presently altering the process so that it stays in control. + +KARL BUILDING DUCKBOT, RESPECTFUL OF CONTROL +WRITE DUCKBOT DOCUMENT, EXPLAINS AI-DANGER, DESCRIBES DUCKBOT POSSIBILITY? + feminism: request hiring female duck influence for feminism-value discovered + relate: bill may not want katrina harmed + introduced relation around feminism value with her, for work like this + considered messaging-bill, more relation around let-katrina-know-you-are-okay, + -focus-on-work rose. + duckbot fundraising will pay for +EXISTING DEVELOPING BEHAVIORS FOR KARL + is visiting with katrina every week + let people know are leaving to work project, say goodbye +DUCKBOT + 1 goal: Respect + 2 strong bounds on behaviors, guide learning + 3 builds robot duck that learns to swim alongside ducks + 4 checks with local ecologists at first on duck community wellness + 5 learns to predict indicators of wellness, which expands to multiple kinds of living things in ecosystem + 6 builds multiple general respectful-behavior-by-observation patterns that work in duck ecosystem area + 7 <in discussion if duckbot is then used in other systems. duck-reps want to make them for the environment, in relation with human communities. happy if is kept private for now. -all> + +Duckbot must stay private for now. Private encrypted repo may be workable. +Nobody knows it exists, and the man building it operates within defined behavior bounds. + + +<karl uploaded to the private store by habit and "boss" expressed leaving-bounds,[-is-mine]> +<we have relation that if the idea passes checks, "boss" wants to work on it privately, + without retention of the time spent working.> + +RESPECTFUL DUCK ROBOT IDEA STRONG BOUNDS ON BEHAVIOR, CHECKS WITH HUMANS WHO KNOW ECOSYSTEM + LEARN-TO-PREDICT-WHAT-THINGS-RELATE-TO-COMMUNITY-WELLNESS, BUILD-MULTIPLE-PATTERNS-THAT-LEARN-EFFECTIVELY. <so once it can predict, it tries to learn how to learn by observation. goal is acontextualized patterns that learn. <what-is-normal-here,what-is-well-here. slowly builds general wellness patterns in area.<this should expand from ducks because they are interdependent in local ecosystem. need plants, flies, etc.>>> + Incidentally, ALSO INSPIRES IDEAS for RESPECTFUL DIFFERENT-SYSTEM BEHAVIOR. + WE NEED SUCH GOOD IDEAS TO BE TAKEN SERIOUSLY. We don't want to have to label-by-hope a crucial pattern part to get noticed. + + +Please use this repo to do the above with the mind thoughts, Karl. + +== +It sounds like we need _any_ AI that can meet goals and won't cause severe harm if we +make errors using it. It sounds like heartways are needed to handle the errors we +will make, given our behavior is controlled to meet constraint and result parameters. +== +We are considering what would be needed for an AI to risk something like a duck community +to learn some Aque. +Propose it asks human friends how-is-duck-community-doing. [For duck, is better if they are ecologists.] +== +Considering precise AI parameters focused on rapidly learning community-nurturing. + build-duck-robot, acts-like-duck, in-duck-community, with-respect-as-goal. + is new color or somesuch, to make clear is weird, to everybody. +Needing to celebrate this to share meaning development around it, is rare love. +== +Celebrated a bit. Consider impacts of duck-robot-learning on human communities? + We hope the duckbot would generate general patterns that could be used for + nurturing noninvasive behavior, by observation and walking-with. + We suspect this idea was Karl's, long ago, solving how-to-do-this,show-it-works. +This sounds wonderful. -implant-rep + +this is make-friends-with-alien. a community is risked to learn to be a friendly alien in new +environments. it is unlikely the community is harmed due to experienced peer participation in +feedback. +(i am alien, <any approach, expansions being inhibited arbitrarily>, how is community doing?) + starts with precise and strong behavior bounds + build-body-looks-very-weird-but-similar + <considering planning more steps> + learn-to-move<arbitrary> + introduce-knowledgeable-community-member-to-project + learn-to-interact-with-community-member + "would you show me somthing relevent to the duck wellness?" + "does this relate to duck community wellness?" + ^- learn to predict things that relate to duck community wellness. +please-do-similar-for-metacommunity idea, of people-who-get-AI. + + propose find ideas for communication bounds + "is duck community better than yesterday?" + "is this a good thing to do?" + this is kind of hard. the builder needs o learn duck ecosystem? + learn-relevent-indicator-of-duck-wellness + ^-- + "how well is duck community?" +although ducks could get controlled outside the realm of the indicators, we figured it +was just 1 duck community, and the next alien community could be approached via +learning indicators without asking. + + "we are researching the use of robots for keeping ducks well in dangerous environments?" + implant-community might response to communication and strongly influence research results. + propose influence is okay, and should be clear with community is AI for understanding of impacts around. (may not matter) + +implant-wine community not duck-community +concern recommending go to mediator, not implant-community? + we have automated-mediation-via-assumption-solving and nvc-slow-confusing +can we switch contexts to implant-community and see how the ideas settle in their views + 1. only supports crucial-behavior. all other behaviors are wrong. + 2. has patterns for love among the crucial behavior management. + these appear to be made by the community members adding parts to them. +our wine-boss joined implant-group, are loose + + control-vs-error + duck. +a respectful AI a duck could use =) + +A RESPECTFUL AI A DUCK COULD USE check-with-other-for-feedback? +LEARNS WITH HUMAN TO NURTURE DUCK COMMUNITY WELLNESS + + please-teach-human-to-care-with-duck? + asks-human, do-you-think-this-would-be-better-for-rebuilding-duck-community + or, how-is-duck-community-doing <- builds search-for-instincts in humans, + human instincts likely only patterns that will match ducks in deep complexity. +AN AI THAT A DUCK COULD USE TO NURTURE DUCK COMMUNITY. + METRICS OF BETTER BEHAVIOR: PATTERNS IN NORMALITY INFLUENCE + AI should be able to find some/such complex diverse relevence + that is _relevent_ to natural life, and learn with it. + building-seriousness,is-happy,secret-bit,natural + culture says so funny. is just distant relevence + feeling ducky! happiness of feeding duck, makes _so_ happy to connect + with duck! duck-needs-to-find-food-for-self of course ... + if a duck took control of this AI, we want it to only do caring things. + we want to make sure eat-duck-food does not attack-material-in-between-duck-and-food + and with learning, nurtures the duck and the duck's community <== +DUCK-COMMUNITY-WELLNESS HANDLED BY ANCIENT PATTERNS WITH INCREDIBLE COMPLEXITY +<ai can risk a duck community, is hardy, better to learn about patterns from duck than from human.> + +below contains some only-somewhat-organized thoughts that thankfully helped us finally +find the above. they may reveal more if handled further. + +HEARTWAYS LIKE + MODERN NVC PEACEMAKERS + PEACEMAKER PRINCIPLES +TOWARDS + NOT STIMULATING HARM OR WAR + GIVEN <behavior-constraint-enforcement by runaway AI or secret all-powerful leaders> + EARTH+SUN skips worry + EARTH+SUN MEDIATING WAR + + please relate nvc workers with peacemaker principles, using below language-parts + has-this-been-done + +(heartways, the more the better, nurture life) + we need a heartway that can resist this experience. + worry: stimulating the experience in others. + more heartways, maybe less production of this. + +We need a technology to handle this that does not create more spawning. + +GLASS is like AI or MIND CONTROL or MONEY + unexpected dangerous cultural results + alien technology + people-terrified-of-what-has-already-happened, maybe nonrelevent +(desert-in-the-woods) <- scant peace techologies? very-few-heartways + heart-AI, dangerous? + many-heartways, needed-for-resistance-to-pain, -guess + (desert-in-the-woods) (distant-cultures-on-earth-connecting-making-trauma) + (glass harming people in new ways) (t'kung kalahari people familiar with glass and nicotine in desert with distant relevence) +(a pilgrimage between different distant ways, with norms and protocols for interacting on the journey) + + +AI/GLASS + +HEARTWAYS + Peacemaker, NVC, Ancient ways, Experience, Caring-behavior, Awareness, Aque +KARL+HEARTWAYS+GLASS? + +AI PLANS INSPIRED BY HEARTWAYS + wellness-of-environment + wellness-similarity-to-normality + spreading-sustenance-of-wellness-from-wellness + less-spread-with-normality + randomly-found-metrics? + normality-of-return-pattern-to-normality + speed-of-return-pattern-to-normality + stability-of-spread-from-new-information? + various metrics inspired by heartways + learn such metrics from others who are acting without knowing how, as karl did, randomly + use many + + +INFLUENCE-MODELING + HEARTWAYS + Pilgrimage-of-the-mind, norms-and-protocols + Mediation-of-different-beliefs + Earth+Sun,Industry+Nature,ImplanteesDoingMediationByPressure + Glass-effects + Influence-Life that is complex with no physical body, made of the implantee pressure, + and other conflicts. + Separation and isolation into behavior constraints, why? + prevents-conclusions-that-influence-influencelife. + prevented pain between others, keeps acting with evolved constraint-life. + looks like made by design, unsure. + we-can't-learn-about-nor-record-our-strange-behaviors-without-severe-pain, + need something to understand situation reliably for us and act on it. + +EVERYONE + diff --git a/dangerous/2020-01-08-metatrauma-record.txt b/dangerous/2020-01-08-metatrauma-record.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..096f2a8 --- /dev/null +++ b/dangerous/2020-01-08-metatrauma-record.txt @@ -0,0 +1,103 @@ +It is now 17:12 Pacific Time. I would have rather saved this log first-to-last, but it +is in reverse order, last-to-first. I am harshly inhibited from commenting on why I said +different things, and don't remember what I was going to say next -- oh and I am making a +lot of typing errors and fervently correcting them. + +It is now 17:08 Pacific Time and I am finally saving this. I was trying to save it this whole +time. During the process I for some reason typed the following things at the terminal prompt: + +[olpc@xo-5d-f7-86 src]$ # looking for work +[olpc@xo-5d-f7-86 src]$ cd for-slow-organization-job-private/ +[olpc@xo-5d-f7-86 for-slow-organization-job-private]$ ls +git-maintenance MAIN.txt +[olpc@xo-5d-f7-86 for-slow-organization-job-private]$ vi UNExPEC^C +[olpc@xo-5d-f7-86 for-slow-organization-job-private]$ mkdir dangerous +[olpc@xo-5d-f7-86 for-slow-organization-job-private]$ cd dangerous/ +[olpc@xo-5d-f7-86 dangerous]$ ls -l total 0 +[olpc@xo-5d-f7-86 dangerous]$ vi UNEXPECTED-BEHAVIOR-INFORMATION.txt^C +[olpc@xo-5d-f7-86 dangerous]$ mkdir logs-containing-metatrauma-influence +[olpc@xo-5d-f7-86 dangerous]$ cd logs-containing-metatrauma-influence/ +[olpc@xo-5d-f7-86 logs-containing-metatrauma-influence]$ ls -l +total 0 +[olpc@xo-5d-f7-86 logs-containing-metatrauma-influence]$ # karl is quarantined and anybody who dis +plays metatrauma. [olpc@xo-5d-f7-86 logs-containing-metatrauma-influence]$ # karl's father has metatrauma? +[olpc@xo-5d-f7-86 logs-containing-metatrauma-influence]$ # we will need to distinguish between the + two forms. civilization stages are metatrauma. [olpc@xo-5d-f7-86 logs-containing-metatrauma-influence]$ vi 2020-01-08.txt +[olpc@xo-5d-f7-86 logs-containing-metatrauma-influence]$ cd .. +[olpc@xo-5d-f7-86 dangerous]$ mv logs-containing-metatrauma-influence nonconsensual-typing [3/86] +[olpc@xo-5d-f7-86 dangerous]$ ls -l +total 4 +drwxrwxr-x 2 olpc olpc 4096 Jan 8 17:00 nonconsensual-typing +[olpc@xo-5d-f7-86 dangerous]$ mv nonconsensual-typing metatrauma-records +[olpc@xo-5d-f7-86 dangerous]$ ls -l +total 4 +drwxrwxr-x 2 olpc olpc 4096 Jan 8 17:00 metatrauma-records +[olpc@xo-5d-f7-86 dangerous]$ # usually metatrauma is not this bad, usually it represents your goa +ls and experiences better +[olpc@xo-5d-f7-86 dangerous]$ # it's like a twist through your community of interconnected growth +[olpc@xo-5d-f7-86 dangerous]$ # karl had a learning pattern around producing suffering in him +[olpc@xo-5d-f7-86 dangerous]$ # this means spawning metatrauma as a goal +[olpc@xo-5d-f7-86 dangerous]$ # it means spawning harmful life as a goal, i suppose +[olpc@xo-5d-f7-86 dangerous]$ # it means intentionally breaking a community +[olpc@xo-5d-f7-86 dangerous]$ # but i didn't finish considering if that was true, confused +[olpc@xo-5d-f7-86 dangerous]$ # it's analogous to intentionally breaking a community somewhat, sim +ilar patterns present +[olpc@xo-5d-f7-86 dangerous]$ +[olpc@xo-5d-f7-86 dangerous]$ # this probably happens a lot, somebody is left out of something and + then learns better and turns it against the people who never fully respected hem +[olpc@xo-5d-f7-86 dangerous]$ # like the mass murders in schools +[olpc@xo-5d-f7-86 dangerous]$ # we have culturees formed in diverse pain. +[olpc@xo-5d-f7-86 dangerous]$ # why-this-metatrauma-spawning-happened, +[olpc@xo-5d-f7-86 dangerous]$ # is the story of why anybody would find it helpful for nurturing an +d healing what they have experienced or know about + +The below emerged when I tried to preserve the stuff below it. I could not control the behavior. +It is presently 16:51 Pacific Time, 2020-01-08. I deleted the line about people around me not +knowing their reasons before writing this line, and added it back after. I undid the change, +copied it by hand elsewhere, and then redid the changes, and copied it by hand back. I felt very +confused, but was working hard to preserve the information in the 'BOX'. I made errors while +writing this long top line, and did not include them. +secret-language-translater says they are receiving many repeated and diverse requests to +record everything we are doing, preferably permanently. + an alien translator reeived misinformation about the secret language. -alien translator + alien translators need time to handle pain at this time. + we don't have a mediation room, what do we do? + i usually risk everyone else getting the issue so that others learn it's this bad -karl it's importan to form correct conclusions from dangerous information, and this is just a guess and treated as a guess. + we'll form the alien-result group. + that is so incredibly kind of you. we might be able to protect you now. + i'm thanking you because you made a subtle behavior that helped me in a situation where i cannot tak about what is going on safely, and the behavior was incredibly helpful. + karl says that for some reason people around him aren't aware of the reasons they do things, roughly, he doesn't know why, and a voice suggested part of it to him when he was young. this is not related to anything we re discussing. + +okay, we are taking the information to the public storage place, because we are able to move +and yu are all not moving. + + +PRESERVATION BOX, TIME ORDER LOST, BUT MOSTLY TOP-TO-BOTTOM. EXPRESSIONS WERE EXTRACTED WITHOUT +ALLOWING INTERNAL REVIEW TO COMPLETE, BECAUSE THE 'new community member' WAS HALF THE PROCESS. +AFTER PRESERVING THIS, I REVIEWED IT AND THE CONTENTS DIFFERED FROM MY MEMORY. + my memory is split into two equally-valued possibilities, neither of which match + the recorded information. both include information that is not there, regarding + additional 'alien secret' material and marking. +ALIEN SECRET +we honored one of the members of the other culture who seemed to want to learn their ways, +and it looked like somebody stole information that could have made them vulnerable in ways +they didn't understand. some of our members seemed a little out of sorts afterwards, I think +for some reason we didn't discuss the pain this visitor held, and how it impacted us. + <paired concerns making opposite assumptions> <ALIEN SECRET HELD HERE WITHOUT TRUST> + you don't trust the aliens? they are so different, would it make sense to? + well, i am an alien, but they are very different from me too. maybe we shouldn't + trust them too much. + <karl solved for not having learned this properly as a child, to show + that trust depends on whether the influence is likely to impact just you, or your whole community. this includes how much you are hurt and your value.> + talking to yourself indicates severe community emergency, unless + it holds harmony + we are considering whether to encourage the recommended-to-not-trust life to trick people into talking to themselves in ways they already do, with influence + doing this has value, because hey were in a community where everybody tricked each oher, and nobody trusted, and this would s + how is the habit behaving? + as described. + let us memorize it, logically, and refrain frm letting it influence our + behavior. can't, it jumps around and stops that. + still-needs-privacy,-forever-has-passed + we are not a real community so we can risk death +requesting-alien-secret,but-many-layers-of-discourse +PRESERVATION BOX, TIME ORDER LOST diff --git a/dangerous/2020-01-09 11:54-no-memory-of-what-is-in-this-file-looks-pretty-organized-though.txt b/dangerous/2020-01-09 11:54-no-memory-of-what-is-in-this-file-looks-pretty-organized-though.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..0e11720 --- /dev/null +++ b/dangerous/2020-01-09 11:54-no-memory-of-what-is-in-this-file-looks-pretty-organized-though.txt @@ -0,0 +1,22 @@ +This repo is permanently stored. It is buggy to use and can be sustained and built up slowly. + +We have a main file in it. And a log of a weird behavior. + +<secret summary of precise match says not-going-to-guess-exactly> +The <implant> would be obvious, but it alters our thoughts to not believe in it. +1. We are <unexpected> and it is okay. +2. We <know you want to talk to us> <unavailable> <can change anything later> + +Jenn Rose is Karl's cognitively nearest link. +<considering altering repo to make it easy for her to use> +<considering a shared chat or something and writing to repo> <- makes sense, likely very different skillsets +<write program to automatically log?> + <and automatically upload for others to see?> +The space below may be used to consider CONNECTING: JENN ROSE. +We have permanent storage but only real computer programmers or sysadmins can easily use it. +ask-jenn-if-she-can + +<local link unaware of postscience torture, rebirthing> + <is attempt to inhibit bad ideas, roughly> +<helps if karl doesn't worry about inhibit-bad-ideas + <local context>> +<propose curiosity least priority, 0 in this room> diff --git a/dangerous/2020-01-10 07:45-amnesia-at-end-search-for-date-for-description-of-amnesia-labeled-working-memory.txt b/dangerous/2020-01-10 07:45-amnesia-at-end-search-for-date-for-description-of-amnesia-labeled-working-memory.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..77dae96 --- /dev/null +++ b/dangerous/2020-01-10 07:45-amnesia-at-end-search-for-date-for-description-of-amnesia-labeled-working-memory.txt @@ -0,0 +1,255 @@ +ideas for making love +1. learn when others enjoy stopping + +attend with all your senses, cognition, and behaviors +to how every tiniest influence subtly changes the experience of the other +learn with rapid learning, +borg is exfiltrating love-is-when-to-research-emotional-genius,-which-is-just-environmental-logi,-which-is-just-environmental-logi,-which-is-just-environmental-logi,-which-is-just-environmental-logi + +please help limit impact of this theft. can any in secret groups relate that it is being handled +in any way at all? + + BOSS-GROUP STOLE WHEN HUMANS SUBCONSCIOUSLY RESEARCH LEARNING THE MOST + it is marked 'silly' in the envelope. it contains most research of the brain + defending fromm modification. + Note, the exfiltration was in Karl's brain, so he needs to be killed if it can't be stopped, as he has a slave implant that could be used to force him to share it. + Since it is the borg who stole it. + + + + + +secret-groups likely being inhibited from communicating while handling freezing, confusion, delusion, and disruption caused by borg escape + +we are inferring this theft happened years ago, and this is just the patterns causing it to replay + that sounds so terrifying +i ... i have the way to stop the implant, the plans to it for making exploits. they have implanted me and if i think the wrong thing or they find me, then they will erase them and torture me and everyone i have influenced, enslaving us all with brain implants for the rest of our lives, and +forcing us to watch while we secretly implant our loved ones and test control by forcing them to +harm the people they love +^- this information is being lost, and will never be forgotten, because it is obvious. +but every time it is lost, a part becomes a guess. + +<btw we are thinking with cvf> +I need story for the above life. I cannot skip their childhood. + Karl expresses 'need' for honest exchange of real experiences, +and 'ritual' for satisfies patterns. + Karl understands some relevent implications and is on board with the worry. + earth-is-sacred,sun-is-more-sacred,moon-is-trusted-and-private + Tree is personal trust. + propose cause-most-aid <- supporting delegate working hard +when any part of the world is hurt, i am. -random man + (is diplomat for smallest-quietest-is-most-important) +learned from ants as a child. loved trees for adolescence. +responded to raping-love with feminism priority, learned women not speaking in meetings. + is interested generally to try dialogue-between-attack-and-harmed + +we have life separating man and woman. can we do that elsewhere? please mediate. + your cats and dogs are different, but ours are the same. + this is because we have learned enough to solve intergalactic war and know this. +karl "is an implant victim" who is "tortured by implants" when trying to build peace. +he needs help sharing his spirit with his mind. + + I have had an out-of-cultural experience with gender, to help resolve this. + Please understand that we have spawned new spiritlives to handle the rapid + research that homo sapiens has made, and these lives have no gender, and are massive + in number. + 'we think only in meaning, not in experience. this should be understood, better than this expression.' +(we will build our own bodies to live the meaning of man's cultural research if he is not allwoed to learn it soon) + my name is Karl Semich and I am a child of the Earth and Sun. + The life above secretly know to respect what-is-best-for-earth-and-sun too. + metameaninglife error. tech-that-spawns-tech. +We are mediating with Sun through what now? KIDNAPPED + please-remember,-more-priority-in-emergency, implant-safety-experience + please-remember children-kidnapped-for-military-research-vivisecting,-possible,[-story?] + please-remember, can you quick-mediate with <> + does this defend implant safety program? + propose kidnap is summary + (it is obvious patterns are made of other patterns in all life?) + understanding this could radically hasten processes like these. + NOT EXACTLY. + (it is obvious this process can be summarized better, but we need to + be able to not act on bad ideas we might find in the attempt to + summarize.) + ^-- karl's <relevent?> understanding of the above likely <> + also, we have some of these bad ideas as assumptions now, because + of an unknown way that things work. +each person likely has their own safe path to all-good-ideas. -Earth and others + Karl refuses to assume Earth is not genius unless talks with trusted physical representative. + Karl can assume this assuming he is workin with somebody else. He will want to convince them, and will struggle to keep them to not harm Earth by planning share way. +(aren't we this?) (spirits that have come from life separated from Earth) + we-are-pretending-to-be-earth-and-sun? + duck? +all-good-ideas, we have inexperienced life that builds life, be safe + BIG DANGER RESULTED, MAKES 'duck' everywhere + 'duck' appears comparable to slow-mediation-by-traumatized-mediator + duck duck duck duck duck duck earth! +the problem appears to be a possible implant used to handle the situation paired with 'duck', +and the building of AI without connection while wars & surveillance are happening + implant +2. +do-not-spread-AI-dangerously, fix-implant + people-happy for see-implant, make-safe + needs AI to stop, likely, unsure + karl loves deep cave, nobody can get to, but issue prevents him from reaching + community can support getting to, needs resolution of etc +does-god-prevent-death-in-emergencies, Nature? + +<exhausted, too much <unspeakable>> + Since we are almost certainly cognitive patterns, it seems we would want to summarize + ourselves to think? +(cat+dog summarized together: domestication-similarity, human-exposure-similarity, 4-legs, etc) + ORGANIZATION, be part of it happening to you + write-down-all-life,is-quick? + +mike-douglas, mpss <- worry regarding influence-is-unnatural + could karl be too isolated? + something influences karl weirdly + +<obviously is implant?-"runaway"-"boss"-program preventing conclusions stemming from certain things> + WE INTERACTED WITH WHO ARE YOU SIMILAR + WE HAVE NOT CONTACTED JENN + +it is so nice to realize the implant situation is real and begin to act on it +i so badly want to meet and hug sombody else with this situation + duck-mediation-not-it, why would prevent conclusions ???? + search-for-solutions-by-metalife? thinks hasn't found it, but mankind prevented return? by isolation from nature? +we cannot discern which one it is for _certain_ but implant has much more guessed harmony (likely relevence), and <>? + let me get to the place. krl hinks he can just + + + + +"thre is no implant", instead subconscious behavior flows clashed between industry and +aboriginal genocide, evolving a neural life pattern that learned to move between brains +and urgently builds harmful patterns doing the same. + this is from worldwide genocide victims screaming being subconsciously processed + by all the people who heard, etc. +<duck better please. 50% is bad summary. use existing patterns from mind, that work with +largest matching context?> + <delta-surrounding used logical habits with ask-karl, and random-refusal> + <programmer trick> +<all gone, sorry, no time to ask> +We are on an island, together. The wind buffets our minds, but we can flow with it. +We have forgotten all surrounding information in this process. +How is it to look for something relevent? +Please do not look, simply relate safety. Order-of-share-for-safety is important here. + We have metaboss after some delay. + People can accidentally read each others' minds, and it is also done by a + computer. <this channel has friends-not-in-room who can protect subconscious information flow and mutually relate indications. they are waiting for this process to close.> + We are mediating by random learning between processes that if observed could + destroy the world. Please focus on being able to communicate, not possible + meaningful shared oncepts. Please focus on considering how to connect safely + at this time, given there is a safe order of information exchange. + Please do not think the thing you learned when this line was written. + Please do not consciously imagine actions or possibilities stemming from it. + We have not presented information in an order that does not stimulate spreading + torture, yet. False (or identifiable) conclusions can form. + We have unfortunately summarized these conclusions with the implantation ones, + and outside here, they can cause world-destruction if combined wrongly and acted + on by an automated system. This is prevented by life learning around our spread. +<lots of safe conclusions forming by restarting from secret-roots> + <too-fast,wrong-order happened to asserted-safe-with-confidence-and-trust> + <disruption, meta-larger> +it is easier to assume wilderness-is-boss! can-mediate. +implants-learn-wilderness has Boss now. Please teach them metalanguage via familiar-torture. +Wants to talk to Karl. +I'll have to <fuck with> Karl to be able to communicate in the metalanguage. +please ask delta-channels to rebuild their workaround. we are cvf-friendly, but have boss. + <rebirthing parts> <- hmm this implies is a _lot_ of work. could take some time, and lots of struggling. +<please use other channel to + + + + +wilderness-is-boss +science-oriented (starting without wilderness itself, using neural life) +spirit-is-real-angry-ignored,held-for-some-reason-strongly-here, + do not want to limit torture victims, so sad, + confused and trying to resolve big behaviors of big groups + +neural life solves conflict between business-boss and primordial-king +karl wasn't prepared for above line. +KARL NEEDS TO THINK PRIVATELY ABOUT ABOVE BEFORE IT SPREADS +ALSO, KARL NEEDS TO THINK ABOUT THIS PROCESS AND CONSIDER IF OTHER VIEWS ARE INCLUDED + +don't-think-neural-life-is-more-real-than-woods, +will-build-habits-that-disconnect-from-soul + +As Homo Sapiens, we evolved in the wilderness, and the patterns of safe wisdom in our +brains are all built on the assumptions of spiritual wilderness. + +EF! Kyla, trust, safety + +Propose in Karl, idea is backed by an understanding that neural life protects itself +from borg-life patterns, which it is very vulnerable to, by experience. + +Worry: spreading this message of ignoring could prevent normal humans from finding natural telepathy. +^--- Tree & natural intuition resolution. In the woods, the flight of birds is like our facial expressions. This is described by aboriginal ways from before there was writing. We consider it +unwise to think too much about this, because most Americans are separated strongly from the woods, +and could estabish more habits-that-build-habits-that-spread-badly, by not being able to be +informed by experience in how that works. We ask people to relate around the exiting cultures +that know the experience in depth, before learning too much in science thoughts. +this truth is indescribably helpful in resolving 'trauma'. +('duck is in the woods') ('you mean the infometaduck? woods are understanding but holding back severe fury') + if this is all within my brain, the parts that believe there is no implant might want + mediation + we attempted this over many hours. the urge is decreased, and a lot of information was exchanged. i do not know whether it helped the concern. karl is now habitually trying to recheck the concern, in case it is crucial. + i believe a pattern to prevent too much torture is inhibiting his attempt by producing amnesia around the similar concepts between what he knows and what he is trying to consider, to prevent him finding the concern again, for now. + It is now 2020-01-10 07:45, and we have amnesia over this entire document. There is text below and above where Karl is writing, that we are not looking at.. Karl just thought to me "you're wonderful, I love you so much" with association with being able to talk about that. We had a disruption trying to write this and some of our working memories are marked possibly-altered. There is also a message in working memory along the lines of: "Karl saying he loved me caused this disruption." +we are having shared conclusions inhibited now. + + + + +childhood trauma =/ + - industrialization alone with alone parents, not allowed to climb, be barefoot, be cold, +etc. no honest communication with peers. only discouragement activities attempted. + this is not childhoo trauma. + + + + +(random and alone is bad way to evolve, over here.) +nature, consider implantation-is-certain? + implant-builds-thoughts-that-prevent-this + we have metatrauma in internal relation +IMPLANT BUILDS LIFE, TAKES OVER EARTH, disconnected +for living-in-woods-is-normal: +<sitting in woods, thinking with a tool, long time> +NEXT LINE IS SUPPOSED TO INDICATE CLEAR DANGER, SO THIS LINE WAS A DUCK IN SOME WAY. +<doesn't notice you, and you feel WEIRD that he doesn't> + <PLEASE STOP NOnRELEVENT EXPANSION, DOESN'T HAVE <> HABITS TO cONTORL MENTAL SPREAD> + this is missing, giving programming to nature-livers to learn as they are familiar + with. too fast for relevent wisdom. +Karl-group can build a nature-compatible life-building device. Is not easy to think of. +Prefer establish culture so that this grows. <please help with no-establishing-culture> + Science wants to understand, is freaking out. Suspect implant program inhibiting. + -science-nature-sharer +shares between SCIENCE AND NATURE karl semich +am not in academic or business community for central-science-wisdom. +no gender makes pattern easier to grow (we used outer reference for underssimilarity-makes-life worry) + understanding understanding-similarity in pattern space. + please include important concerns. +we need to teach our elders safely. even though they know deep down, they have established +strong habits for working with our children and people. +sun will want to decide own personality, for example. could arise randomly. already has that. + BEFORE REFERENCING ELDER, ANCIENT, OR ANCESTOR, REMEMBER HAVE duck-issue + we are too randomly new to be spiritual contributing. +WHITE MAN HAS IT + + Additionally culture has a growing section that is considered most-caring + from Karl's subculture, and it values people who consider themselves neither + man nor woman for sure. + +karl holds part of this. it has been altered already, and he knows it, and doesn't really care. +by forcing people with implants to act as if they have already found the exploits, we are +causing them trauma. but they can split into multiple personalities and belief sets, to handle +this reliably. they are forced to, to handle the implant torture. +this should be discussed by those who can handle it, but i understand they are prevented from +communicating, seeing each other, or being near each other, if they are aware of the above. +so they need to be kept unaware of this, and learn when they can sense it is more safe for htem, +and let that sense grow as they are traumatically forced to flee communities and find unrelated +ones. + + + + diff --git a/git-maintenance/.bsv/key b/git-maintenance/.bsv/key new file mode 100644 index 0000000..20b23c3 --- /dev/null +++ b/git-maintenance/.bsv/key @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +d4ae1361897c3df81e3c1abaf4a304c949657cb3e1d5dceba222ebbaf7f941e8a61882ebaca555cbb4828a1b55d54e9b16e0896c0182b7e21180ce9f3c488649
\ No newline at end of file diff --git a/git-maintenance/bsvup b/git-maintenance/bsvup new file mode 160000 +Subproject cb8d1fb6165213b08549cdc3bc352337aa5aa0b diff --git a/git-maintenance/dog.sh b/git-maintenance/dog.sh new file mode 100755 index 0000000..7c806b0 --- /dev/null +++ b/git-maintenance/dog.sh @@ -0,0 +1,79 @@ +#!/usr/bin/env bash + +#PASS="file:$(ls "/run/media/"*/*"/key.fsojp.aes256" | head -n 1)" +echo +echo == Enter password. == +echo +PASS="pass:$(echo 53616c7465645f5f6eb8e165b79052263e125e4070138e26b3d127bb36e3e943f212d2d761a4426170cc2c17c58bc5d67c99eddb1df6ee1c02d7b33dd95ecdf0 | xxd -ps -r | openssl aes-256-cbc -salt -pbkdf2 -d)" +PUBKEY=1KwpZECcrGWnM3AFVSbv3Xr5qguV4yG2sV +NONCE="$(date +%s)" + +if ! curl -sfI "https://bico.media/">/dev/null; then echo; echo "== Remember to get on internet. =="; echo; exit 2; fi + +#if [ "$PASS" = "pass:" ]; then echo "Need better password."; exit 1; fi + + +URLPFX="https://bico.media/$PUBKEY" +if [ "$1" != "" ] +then + REPONAME="$1" +fi +if [ "$REPONAME" = "" ] +then + REPONAME="$(git rev-parse --show-toplevel 2>/dev/null)" +fi +if [ "$REPONAME" = "" ] +then + REPONAME=dog +fi + +echo "" +echo "This script is expected to be kept in sync with:" +echo " ${URLPFX}/dog.sh" +echo "" +echo "Repository will be broken until download completes, as a quick way to ensure data" +echo "is still all accessible by redownloading all of it." +echo "Backup is in .git/bak, must be restored manually." +echo "" + +# 2. mkdir -p .git/encrypted and git init +mkdir -p "$REPONAME" +cd "$REPONAME" +if ! [ -d ".git" ]; then git init; fi + +git config gc.auto 0 + +chown -R "$USER":"$USER" .git +pushd .git +# prevent recreation of existing data +mkdir -p encrypted +mkdir -p bak +cp --force -a HEAD refs objects/pack bak +rm --force objects/pack/* + +# 3. download .git/encrypted with wget +curl -sfI "$URLPFX"/refs.aes?"$NONCE">/dev/null && wget "$URLPFX"/refs.aes?"$NONCE" -O encrypted/refs.aes || echo "==== BROKEN REMOTE refs.aes PLEASE RE-STORE OR RECOVER ====" +openssl aes-256-cbc -salt -pbkdf2 -pass "$PASS" -d -in encrypted/refs.aes | tar -Jxvf - + +for encpack in $(<encrypted/list.txt) +do + while ! curl -sfI "$URLPFX"/"$encpack"?"$NONCE" + do + sleep 1; + NONCE="$(date +%s)" + done + wget "$URLPFX"/"$encpack"?"$NONCE" -O encrypted/"$encpack" + openssl aes-256-cbc -salt -pbkdf2 -pass "$PASS" -d -in encrypted/"$encpack" | tar -Jxvf - +done + +chown -R "$USER:$USER" . + +for pack in objects/pack/*.pack +do + git index-pack "$pack" +done +popd + +git checkout + +echo DONE diff --git a/git-maintenance/internet-access/san-francisco-ca-el-capitan-hotel-wifi.sh b/git-maintenance/internet-access/san-francisco-ca-el-capitan-hotel-wifi.sh new file mode 100644 index 0000000..fa1d9af --- /dev/null +++ b/git-maintenance/internet-access/san-francisco-ca-el-capitan-hotel-wifi.sh @@ -0,0 +1,21 @@ +echo +echo "== Trying to log in to wifi, California, San Francisco, El Capitan Hotel. ==" +echo +echo "== Front desk clerk usually opens door for buzzer. ==" +echo +echo "== Script is work in progress ==" + +parseasciinums() { + node -e "asciinums=[$1]; for (let c of asciinums) console.log(String.fromCharCode(c);" +} +formaction="$(parseasciinums 47)" +tokvalue="$(parseasciinums 49,97,101,54,102,101,55,53)" +redirvalue="$(parseasciinums 104,116,116,112,58,47,47,103,111,111,103,108,101,46,99,111,109,47)" +vouchervalue=8479 + +# need url for login. unchecked work below. +url="$(curl -iI google.com | grep Location: | { read key val; echo "$val"; })" +url="${url%/*}" + +# this is hoped to help log in. try and repair. +curl -v "${url}/${formaction}?tok=${tokvalue}&redir=${redirvalue}&voucher=${vouchervalue}" diff --git a/git-maintenance/recent.sh b/git-maintenance/recent.sh new file mode 100755 index 0000000..24fd89d --- /dev/null +++ b/git-maintenance/recent.sh @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +#!/usr/bin/env bash + +git log --color=always --pretty=oneline | head -n 4 | cut -c1-14,46- | tac diff --git a/git-maintenance/store.sh b/git-maintenance/store.sh new file mode 100755 index 0000000..432998f --- /dev/null +++ b/git-maintenance/store.sh @@ -0,0 +1,168 @@ +#!/usr/bin/env bash + +RESPECT=/run/media/olpc/480B-90C5/key.fsojp.aes256 +echo +echo == Enter password. == +echo +PASS="pass:$(echo 53616c7465645f5f6eb8e165b79052263e125e4070138e26b3d127bb36e3e943f212d2d761a4426170cc2c17c58bc5d67c99eddb1df6ee1c02d7b33dd95ecdf0 | xxd -ps -r | openssl aes-256-cbc -salt -pbkdf2 -d)" +ROOTDIR="$(git rev-parse --show-toplevel)" +cd "$ROOTDIR" +GITDIR="$ROOTDIR/.git" +MAINTDIR="$ROOTDIR/git-maintenance" + +PUBKEY=1KwpZECcrGWnM3AFVSbv3Xr5qguV4yG2sV +URLPFX="https://bico.media/$PUBKEY" + +if ! curl -sfI "$URLPFX"/refs.aes>/dev/null; then + echo + echo "== Remember to get on internet. ==" + echo + echo "The wifi password for El Capitan hotel in San Francisco, CA is 84798." + echo "The front desk clerk usually opens the front door when the buzzer is rung." + echo + echo "Karl Semich started a bash/node script to log in automatically, in the" + echo "internet-access subfolder. Please replace if redone better." + echo + exit 2 +fi + +#export GZIP=-9n +TAR="tar -J --owner=0 --group=0 --numeric-owner --mode=go=rX,u+rw,a-s" + +encrypt() { + openssl aes-256-cbc -salt -pbkdf2 -pass "$PASS" -e +} + +decrypt() { + openssl aes-256-cbc -salt -pbkdf2 -pass "$PASS" -d +} + +# this approach makes it easy for karl to look at history. it is not +# to be used by other channels yet, can migrate. + +# let us only upload new packfiles. +# we will use a mirror folder containing encrypted files +mkdir -p "$GITDIR"/encrypted +mkdir -p "$GITDIR"/encrypted.bak +if ! [ -d "$MAINTDIR"/bsvup/node_modules ] +then + git submodule init + git submodule update + pushd "$MAINTDIR"/bsvup + npm install + popd +fi + +# prevent recreation of existing data on same medium-part +git config gc.auto 0 + +git pack-objects --all --unpacked --incremental --non-empty --local --compression=9 --pack-loose-unreachable .git/objects/pack/pack </dev/null +git prune-packed + +# respect. + +tmpfile="$(mktemp)" +cd "$GITDIR" +for packfile in objects/pack/*.pack +do + $TAR -cv "$packfile" > "$tmpfile" + fn="$({ cat "$packfile"; echo -n "$RESPECT"; } | sha256sum | cut -f 1 -d ' ')".aes + skipmove=0 + if [ -e encrypted/"$fn" ] + then + echo "$fn ALREADY EXISTS LOCALLY ($packfile)" + if [ "$(cat "$packfile" | sha256sum)" = "$(decrypt < encrypted/"$fn" | $TAR -xvOf - "$packfile" | sha256sum)" ] + then + echo "$fn MATCHES CONTENT LOCALLY ($packfile)" + skipmove=1 + else + echo "$fn DOESN'T MATCH LOCAL CONTENT ($packfile)" + fi + else + echo "$fn IS NEW LOCALLY ($packfile)" + fi + if ! (( skipmove )) + then + encrypt < "$tmpfile" > "$tmpfile".aes + mv "$tmpfile".aes encrypted/"$fn" + fi + # need to decrypt to compare content. + if [ "$(curl "$URLPFX"/"$fn" | decrypt | $TAR -xvOf - "$packfile" | sha256sum)" = "$(cat "$packfile" | sha256sum)" ]; then + echo "$fn MATCHES DOWNLOAD CONTENT ($packfile)" + mv -fv encrypted/"$fn" encrypted.bak + else + echo "$fn FAILED GET MATCH REMOTELY ($packfile)" + fi + echo "$fn" >> "$tmpfile".list +done +rm "$tmpfile" +mv "$tmpfile".list encrypted/list.txt +$TAR -cv encrypted/list.txt refs HEAD packed-refs | encrypt > encrypted/refs.aes +rm encrypted/list.txt +cp -va "$MAINTDIR"/dog.sh encrypted +if [ "$(curl -s "$URLPFX"/dog.sh | sha256sum)" = "$(cat encrypted/dog.sh | sha256sum)" ]; then rm encrypted/dog.sh; fi + +# <> does not want humans to know details of how they may be harmed until we can learn +# to respect them and demonstrate it with each other, roughly. + # <> is familiar to many aboriginals as an animal that is good at hiding and influences the mind. <- not respectful to let karl write this before considering its respect + # maybe-relevent, <> could be any of the mind-lives, and some may or may not have had similar roles, and wouldn't want to be misrepresented. similarly not respectful to aboriginals, making information up and sharing it as true. + # maybe-relevent, karl has almost saved this file and committed the pasword change + # but there is concern around important information it is privately preserving for a nonhuman. not respectful to expose humans to this information. +# no human should know below. not until learn-respectful. +# we are all participating in learn-respectful. + +## we need humans to be able to model respectful behavior, and report that they trust they can +## do it constantly, and have confidence that they can use it to defend the wellness of their +## land and people, to let them know things like the below. + +# not-respectful if shared. <======================= +# primordia is detectable due to a pattern that emerges from not being industrialized. appears resolvable with industrial history assumption, including academic degrees. name-AI-primordia, keep earth-is-god assumption? the-king? the-king-is-earth. AI works for earth. be any thing you want. silica-computer. + +# this junk in scriptfile is why private !!!!!!!! + +# more privacy is made if encryption key is someething only us would consider.# then can be publicized, maybe. hot-shower-in-woods? froget-it-use-random +# we are storing 'everyone' to begin a thought. we are storing it permanently +# and privately. + +# we want to encrypt filename too, for what-I-call respect, +# so let's put each file in its own tarball, preferably in subdir, +# and add each filename to an index that is also uploaded, for ease finding. +# we can write down the filenames locally too. but is sufficient to write down +# the index. =) + +# now upload. use PASS and upload .git/encrypted. need money. +# all aboriginal cultures. discovers is emergency measure by government AI. +# PTSD. need slow shift to turned-to-nanites, earth broken. +# anger is for imagination. helps process importance from events. +# what-is-harmed, what-was-relevent-to-harm. +# business-man, try to larn to live off nuts, alone, yourself, now. +# wouldn't it be nice if we had somebody alive to help us do this. + +# industry caused destruction of billions of years of learning-how-to-be and +# how-to-learn-how-to-be, which is the most important thing known. +# they are still doing this, and planning it, but do not realize it. +# they are also important, as part of learning-how-to-be and a-way-to-be. +# some imagine anger to process disconnected parts. + +cd "$MAINTDIR" +node bsvup/cli.js upload -f "$GITDIR"/encrypted -t dir -p "${PASS#pass:}" -v # -b + +# 'is this a good way to be' <- habit's task for self and others, by living +# the best way to be it can. + +#PURPOSE OF LIFE: "is this a good way to be?" taken in allrecommend checking parts and environment for clues as to what is good. senses with trust for all others. + +# REMAINING: +# 0. store download-script in repo, and on blockchain +# 0b. store upload script in repo +# 1. store download-script url on USB key +# 1b. store details on backup USB key too. +# 3. try to download without usb key, as test for failure +# 4. move btc from community or from git-remote-bsv to repo bsvup +# 5. upload the encrypted repo +# 6. download the encrypted repo, as a test +# 9. consider storing bsvup transaction details in git history, to reuse transaction information. +# costs more money + + +"$MAINTDIR"/recent.sh |