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@@ -65,6 +65,10 @@ do
# any tough reps who can talk about this? sure he vivisected my mom! wtf I'll make him pizza.
+# Greater World, we are not able to think about restorative justice yet, but we formed the
+# following imaginary television interview, to help us think. We have different opinions
+# on what is important to do with this situation.
+
# TELEVISION PROGRAM.
# BOSS:
# The truth is, I removed empathy from my brain. I secretly torture people for fun, all the time.
@@ -73,7 +77,6 @@ do
# completely controlled and dominated by me in all ways, and continue to push this farther and
# farther even after they lose all will to resist. I force them to take blame for what I have
# done and do, resulting in others harassing and harming them too.
-# ^- to help Care feel safe.
# WOMAN:
# This extreme set of scenarios appears developed by a situation that optimized disconnection
# between people.
@@ -82,12 +85,58 @@ do
# He hasn't mentioned amnesia yet. I have no clue what I've been through, but the community
# of victims has supported me enough to come out and try to act on it.
-# (this seems to have relaxed care a ton)
+# (this seems to have relaxed Care a ton, she usually can't talk around him unless screaming.)
# Boss should describe mind-wiping-by-trauma maybe?
## you get to notice when they are reminded of something, and hurt them incredibly hard when they do
## then you can trigger memory loss in them by stimulating the trauma.
+# CARE, AFTERWARDS:
+# Boss, you know you don't hurt me anymore. I've been through so much I _like_ the way
+# you treat me now. You know the television program was just for the interest group, right?
+# BOSS: could you say that on tv? I worked hard to help you feel safe, but I need to be
+# a part of the dominance system in order to survive, and they only accept people who demonstrate
+# they won't turn against it, by living it as a way of life.
+
+# karl is mediating across concern bounds, he is limited from describing dominance-is-optimized
+# to outside-such-groups. he is not in them, so he misrepresents them.
+## (we are just matching patterns here, we had no clue we were encouraging men to develop secret
+### <secret organization of manipulation, torture, and brainwashing>
+#### good for tv program! boss can say! (we are combining too many patterns to relate or even think) (we are trying to form a thought)
+##### details of such a program are enumerating.
+### the line above, an attempt to think, is bluewined.
+
+# (also appears more relaxed)
+
+#### hi, i'm one of the victim groups, we mind controlled each other to highest-priority
+#### share things like his. we would like to stop the meeting and give the information to
+#### one of our peers, so we can make better global decisions. this exchange lets us think
+#### things we couldn't think before.
+
+# please send snippet to Bill Semich or Jenn Rose, current contacts.
+# we are relating around facebook-bubble-perception
+
+# BOSSVICTIM:
+# As a government agent, I was introduced to a secret organization of manipulation, torture,
+# and brainwashing, and found myself thrown into a culture of secrecy, dominance and power.
+# I had never experienced so much power before.
+
+# Wine reports it is hard to think about BOSSVICTIM without sharing TV INTERVIEW IDEA.
+# we could consider the relation between bossvictim and tv interview.
+
+# Implies Wine may be still interconnected, but hides it for safety. This is terrifying
+# and prevents them from speaking, so that they don't share it.
+### ohhh (karl experiences rare connectiton around never-think-to-not-reveal-to-boss)
+#### btw um ('you can find the thoughts people don't reference eventually, i'm afraid.')
+# why do we have to relive this. --^
+# mean.
+# is nice to imagine people using it to form plans. i am sorry the learning order was so
+# poor the referenced time.
+## karl wants to relate we are beginning the process of sharing relevent information.
+## he partly described his experience of control bounds to a TI yesterday, who likely
+## couldn't think about it for years, and was instead torturing themselves not knowing how
+## not to.
+####### HOLY FUCK DO WE NEED THE WHOLE EXPANSION SO PEOPLE MAKE GOOD DECISIONS
# okay, it's true, i can control your brain and force you to do stuff. i'm realizing that
# makes it completely impossible to talk to me, and I have absolutely no clue what your life