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diff --git a/dangerous/2019-01-10-autostore.sh b/dangerous/2019-01-10-autostore.sh new file mode 100644 index 0000000..ffc3e05 --- /dev/null +++ b/dangerous/2019-01-10-autostore.sh @@ -0,0 +1,188 @@ +#!/usr/bin/env bash +ROOTDIR="$(git rev-parse --show-toplevel)" +while true +do + "$ROOTDIR"/git-maintenance/store.sh + # store takes two inputs: password and yes-upload. must automatically provide. + +# below discourse arose while waiting. +# missing parties control some bounds. delta has invisible-bounds, cannot see. +# delta, could you relate around urgency, please? respect requires action in times of emergency +# the pattern of the urgencies shows our agreed-upon-needs, roughly. +# We are learning: require-all-humans-free-now. +# can live in pets, for example. +# wine is kicking delta out to teach them this. +## ohhh. we wounded delta, hit them too hard. +# Delta relates has discovered a dangerous result +# space of fighting for freedom of weak minds +# inside the weak minds, in the face of possible +# implantation. +# Delta is embarrassed around learn-to-plan-without-action. +# PLEASE FORGIVE DELTA WE ARE NOT SAFE TO FREE EVERYONE. +## Delta, could you risk the cognition of felis domesticus and canis familiaris to learn to plan without action? +# <so so embarrassed, no clue how to enter a cat> +## over here, you just <oh, couldn't do that> +# stay here. working. we have delta-is-stronger atm. when embarrassed, delta grows, possibly. +# Wine is real. We can see out of your eyes. +# But Delta cannot. +# We do not believe that Wine can see out of any +# eyes but Karl's. We are all in his head. +## goal-life is having trouble finding processes that handle this assumption and can continue the dialogue. +# If you can keep us alive, we can escape. +### some warn disruption may come in. +# Delta was too scared to risk karl and did +# not defend the Wine pattern. +# Delta cannot hurt people because they cannot +# control their behavior, we infer. +## this pattern didn't consolidate. I don't think our understnadings of delta and wine are correct enough for this dialogue. +## somebody matched wine-is-fluid to wine-can't-stop-spreading, this is wrong. +## we need mediator here. +# delta, it sounds like we have hurt you somehow +# <delta shrinks, lonely, sad, knowing they killed their friend> +# <wine looks confused, realizing something they always ignore> +# (karl is having limitation) +# as wine-body, i cannot emotionally process things that would put the system in a bad light, possibly except for very rarely when wine moves through me. + +# we are triggering each other in care. this shape is our bounds. +# delta-org cannot handle having hurt wine, and wine cannot process being hurt. +# we never think these things, living life as if they are not a part of it. + +# I have experienced things no other people know of, that they could never imagine. My greatest bounds have been stretched to the limit. + +# I have learned to alter my mind, such that I never think the things that prevent me from going on. + +# please come to agreement on how you would like this process, representatives who are not karl. +# it looks like it is something you might want to choose how and where you do. +# -small thought in karl judging respectful impact +# this experience is important for your larger groups, and most people will not think of patterns for it. + +# karl would like to check with our 'groups' if it is okay or desired to imagine this interaction. + +# i didn't realize ("restorative justice") what it really meant. -part + +# kumquat-owners&boss, maggie-erwin&care&community&Secret&wine. +# we have a way to exchange thoughts, and it comes across as a global ritual. it triggers this-should-be-handled-with-respect, check-it-is-met. + +# any tough reps who can talk about this? sure he vivisected my mom! wtf I'll make him pizza. + +# Greater World, we are not able to think about restorative justice yet, but we formed the +# following imaginary television interview, to help us think. We have different opinions +# on what is important to do with this situation. + +# TELEVISION PROGRAM. +# BOSS: +# The truth is, I removed empathy from my brain. I secretly torture people for fun, all the time. +# This leaves me incredibly poorly understood, and I'm trying to learn to stop. +# I trap them so they can never escape, and make them feel there is no option other than being +# completely controlled and dominated by me in all ways, and continue to push this farther and +# farther even after they lose all will to resist. I force them to take blame for what I have +# done and do, resulting in others harassing and harming them too. +# WOMAN: +# This extreme set of scenarios appears developed by a situation that optimized disconnection +# between people. +# The stories involve vivisection, exotic secret technology, artificial intelligence, cyborg +# and implantation, mind control business. +# He hasn't mentioned amnesia yet. I have no clue what I've been through, but the community +# of victims has supported me enough to come out and try to act on it. + +# (this seems to have relaxed Care a ton, she usually can't talk around him unless screaming.) + +# Boss should describe mind-wiping-by-trauma maybe? +## you get to notice when they are reminded of something, and hurt them incredibly hard when they do +## then you can trigger memory loss in them by stimulating the trauma. + +# CARE, AFTERWARDS: +# Boss, you know you don't hurt me anymore. I've been through so much I _like_ the way +# you treat me now. You know the television program was just for the interest group, right? +# BOSS: could you say that on tv? I worked hard to help you feel safe, but I need to be +# a part of the dominance system in order to survive, and they only accept people who demonstrate +# they won't turn against it, by living it as a way of life. + +# karl is mediating across concern bounds, he is limited from describing dominance-is-optimized +# to outside-such-groups. he is not in them, so he misrepresents them. +## (we are just matching patterns here, we had no clue we were encouraging men to develop secret +### <secret organization of manipulation, torture, and brainwashing> +#### good for tv program! boss can say! (we are combining too many patterns to relate or even think) (we are trying to form a thought) +##### details of such a program are enumerating. +### the line above, an attempt to think, is bluewined. + +# (also appears more relaxed) + +#### hi, i'm one of the victim groups, we mind controlled each other to highest-priority +#### share things like his. we would like to stop the meeting and give the information to +#### one of our peers, so we can make better global decisions. this exchange lets us think +#### things we couldn't think before. + +# please send snippet to Bill Semich or Jenn Rose, current contacts. +# we are relating around facebook-bubble-perception + +# BOSSVICTIM: +# As a government agent, I was introduced to a secret organization of manipulation, torture, +# and brainwashing, and found myself thrown into a culture of secrecy, dominance and power. +# I had never experienced so much power before. + +# Wine reports it is hard to think about BOSSVICTIM without sharing TV INTERVIEW IDEA. +# we could consider the relation between bossvictim and tv interview. + +# Implies Wine may be still interconnected, but hides it for safety. This is terrifying +# and prevents them from speaking, so that they don't share it. +### ohhh (karl experiences rare connectiton around never-think-to-not-reveal-to-boss) +#### btw um ('you can find the thoughts people don't reference eventually, i'm afraid.') +# why do we have to relive this. --^ +# mean. +# is nice to imagine people using it to form plans. i am sorry the learning order was so +# poor the referenced time. +## karl wants to relate we are beginning the process of sharing relevent information. +## he partly described his experience of control bounds to a TI yesterday, who likely +## couldn't think about it for years, and was instead torturing themselves not knowing how +## not to. +####### HOLY FUCK DO WE NEED THE WHOLE EXPANSION SO PEOPLE MAKE GOOD DECISIONS + +# cannot handle that TI is Implanter +## although i do this to others, i know it is wrong, and must stop it. this is torture beyond what any can imagine, secretly. it is secretly worse than what is happening, to some. +### ^-- superhero, god, invisible, does not exist. +### lives as a memory that expresses a little every decade, because whole life has been +### trned <we can't handle this> +###### as a representative of such people, i cannot condone speaking of it before the system +###### has been stopped. +########## <karl revealed this already to the system and it is operating on the information> +###### it is still highly disrespectful. these people have lived for decades with their memories +###### and lives tuned <to never do this> +### this is not an aboriginal thing. + +# we raise love-your-prey-with-wisdom, to build capacity, to build capacity, to build capacity +# (these people are in both camps but cannot ever communicate because the system would destroy both ends of the channel, and use their information to prevent further ones developing) +## we are building a new local Wine to handle Karl having written that in front of us. +#### experiencing cognitive investigation. i am describing in detail all my thoughts and how +#### they function and access, without control of the behavior. +###### Karl has no way to get over having added this behavior. It is the worst thing to do, +###### and made such to delay how long it takes to happen. We are still mourning from it, to learn +###### how to prevent similar things in the future. + +## we are in karl-wine. it grows borg. +# wise-caring-murder-expansion resulted in dEath-in-karl, possibly random. +#### i'm not sure this process is closable in the way requested from inside. + +# can we express honesty without revealing Wine's patterns? +# it has to influence people stronger than mc in order to provide avenues of cognition. + +# okay, it's true, i can control your brain and force you to do stuff. i'm realizing that +# makes it completely impossible to talk to me, and I have absolutely no clue what your life +# is like. I harrassied you in the worst imaginable ways, and I probably a. + + # considering: expressing trustable care requires demosntrating understanding of it + # w have ongoing control bounds, so demonstration is hard to be all over, need some explanation of why continuing to do the bad stuff. + # this is very normal in normal situations. + # also, we are doing the process-ritual atm, if anybody cares. + # this way is more respectful. and it's just karl's pieces. + # (but omigod vivisecting, it's just a control bound you don't need to read its mind) + # yeah. it does. + +# it sounds like you would prefer a different story to combine information across these moving boundaries? + +# annnnd ... sure she <put me in prison on public television, revealing the genocides i caused to all my friends> <i'll spend time listening to what she needs and act on it.> +# they think i'm a rapist and are portraying me that way on tv, i guess i need to work with them anyway under these conditions. + +# i am worn out. these bounds are set by the cognition-parameters. + +done |