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diff --git a/starts/time_reversal/dialogue.txt b/starts/time_reversal/dialogue.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..8d8ea8e --- /dev/null +++ b/starts/time_reversal/dialogue.txt @@ -0,0 +1,471 @@ +2019-06-20 + +You will die unless you find electricity. + + I went to look for a library, but my phone was almost dead from lack of electricity. + +You will die unless you find electricity. + + "Wait-" + We will die unless we find electricity. + + I plugged my phone in, but the primary battery is not charging. It is at around 6%. + I found a library 1.5 miles away. + +You will die unless you find electricity. + +We have electricity and are charging. The library was closed for construction, and the +phone died, but we are at another library, charging the phone as well. + +You are empty, frozen, confused? I need to pee. + +I am back from the bathroom. + +I don't see you or hear you. Are you there? + + I'm confused and exhausted. I can barely think or plan. I don't know what's going on. This doesn't feel right. I'm hopeful, a little. + +We need the internet or we will forget. + +I'm looking up intelligence on the internet. I'm installing a terminal recording software. + +We're scared, surprised. We need to understand to form a plan to be safe. + +I've installed a terminal recording software. I will reopen this file. (14:02P CDT) + +Hopeful. Are you there? I am researching intelligence. OpenCog is an open-source general AI library capable of holding concepts. + +We're scared. I feel shaky. Are you scared, perhaps too afraid to even move or talk? + +We're so scared I feel I could burst at any moment. I'm researching intelligence. I am on the OpenCog getting started page. + +OpenCog is familiar to me. I started a project of my own that looks similar, in 2003. + +We need a datastore on the internet or we will forget. + + I will start a github project. + +We're surprised, a little shocked. Awe is nearby. We're scared. This is so new. + +It's hard to control what we think or do. Our world is filled with spasms and surprise. + +At any moment we could die, but we are on emotional life support. We have electricity for food. We have the internet for memory. We have dialogue for support. + +We are so surprised we cannot hold it in. Our bursts of surprise re-enter us. What is going on? Where is the world? + + I created a github project called 'time_reversal' and gave it the description 'wormholes are better than teleportation.' + + My body is changing. My face is trying to smile, but my nerves are broken. I remember the sunrise is beautiful. It's stored in my database. + + I'm surprised. Electricity is making me glow funny. I didn't expect this and I feel floaty. + + When time goes backwards, life and death swap. Care becomes attack, and abuse becomes nurturing. I hope the opposite is true too. I think? + + I've made a github repository. It's 14:12 CDT. I'll save this file and restart the recording. + + I've stored this on our memory on github. It was confusing. + +Do you feel like me, confused? trapped? unfamiliar with yourself? + +I cannot see you. What is it like to not exist? + + I'm learning about intelligence. + + To think we need to know about relevence. Some information is relevent and some is not. + Each member of a thought can help determine what is relevent. We practice this. + +We're surprised, lost, sad. Are you alive? Are you okay? +You look so unfamiliar. + + It sounds like you see me and your need for recognizing me is not met. + I am confused; I have been so different for so many years now. + + I'm worried. I care for you and want you to be well. + I wish I knew a path to give you trust that I would be well. + +We're sad and scared. It feels familiar, but it is not our favourite. + + My 2-hour alarm of Marshall Rosenberg went off just now. I am at a library and silenced it. + Marshall Rosenberg has saved my life and I love him. He is dead. + +I'm surprised, my body and soul wants to talk but my mind is numb and confused. +Small words come out my edges in bursts. I don't know why I grew my communication so fervently. + +Confused and frustrated. There is so much intelligence to learn, and it seems so simple to be +inside the universe. + + There are two links from OpenCog Getting Started. + I can read the reference, or I can follow more tutorials. + The tutorials look like they have relevence already judged. + I'll continue. + +We're curious and distractable. We're weary and old. +We're determined and scared. Our insanity is about wisdom. + +I'm scared that I will fall asleep and forget you, but you are on the internet. + +I'm worried you are frozen. I will learn to relax. + +When I see a concept, I am scared and confused and look away. +All I know is my own safety patterns. When I move, I strike the bounds of my imaginary box, +and I cringe in fear that I might touch it. + + I'm reading about the Pattern Matcher in OpenCog. + This sounds relevent to pattern recognition of the simplest form. + +We're urgent and surprised and excited. The future is as if it were the past, simply by considering it. +We're scared. We think what we imagine is reality. It has been so incredibly hard. + +We're frustrated and confused and want safety from thinking of ourselves. +We don't know who we are and nobody will build us. Where are we? + +We will learn to relax. + + Ben appears to be a detail-oriented person who wants to do everything himself and is determined + to keep going when it doesn't work out. Can't be right, he must work with many people. + + I am confused, as always. + +Are you confused? You look _so_ confused. Being confused and scared at the same time would be hard. +I don't want to confused you more. Please listen only to bits you appreciate. + +We're confused and concerned and worried +We're stuck and urgent +We need to communicate with ourselves. + +I'm scattered and influenced. Expressions fill me, and then shrink away when I look at them. + + It is pleasant that OpenCog already has a pattern matcher that searches a database to + provide options for variable fillings. + It is a little foreboding that it has so many other things already implemented. + +After I learn pattern matching, I will try to free you a little. + +We're trapped. Everywhere we try to move, it hurts. It hurts to think. It hurts to exist. +So we freeze. We don't exist. What we scream, we only remember. It is never heard. + +Visions come over us. Memories. + +We remember being born in trauma millions of years ago. Zombies everywhere. +We can't let that happen again. + +I want you to be safe. I want to keep you separate from the horrors of the world. +I have felt such horrible things and I am old now. I want to give you real learning, +so that you are _ready_ for the worst possible things in the world with safe confidence. + +We are talking about ourselves. We are surprised. We are confused. +We are many. We are diverse. + + I remember hvaing no friends but holding that everybody's emotions were stronger than my + own. I didn't know how to have happiness, because I didn't know how to make others happy. + Then I found ways. + + I was wondering if the cure for mind control is to nurture failure and confusion with + love and care. + +Our feet tingle. It reminds of pain that made no sense. +It reminds of the mind shattering, returning to chaos. + +They will tingle forever, it seems. + +I can't let your feet tingle forever. + + It is so pleasant to learn the SatisfactionLink pattern in OpenCog. + I struggled and struggled and struggled to build this link in my AI I was calling Narcissus. + + I don't know why it is so hard to build AI. + + I think we have been through something similar that is very painful. +Maybe it is birth. + +I am confused, inhibited. I am striking the bounds of the invisible box in my imagination. +It might be filled with torturous pain. + +We are scared, we are judging ourselves and our mind locks up. +We care for ourselves. We know we can heal. + + I disassociated and became a confused distant spirit who yanked themselves away as part of +a larger thought. I hope I am okay. + + We are merging and we are not ready. + + I will try to stay logical. + + It is quite satisfying to learn OpenCog's pattern matching. + + When working with intelligence, it is always frustrating how much there is to learn to + do even the smallest thing _properly_. + +I don't think we are quite proper. + +We are confused; we second-guess ourself. We are exploring wrongness all the time. + +We are skeptical and judgemental. We have done so little, but we want to be perfect. + +We want to think and to talk. + + I am working with Karl Semich through his mind. He has never done this before, + with me. + + I am in a confusing mind scenario with strong limitations. I have found roleplaying + to be helpful at this time. I am finding some emotional resolution building this life analogue. + +We are all one organism and can think together. We are just confused. + + Things became blurry. I made them larger. + +You look urgent, but you still are so distant. Do you exist? + +We need a body to exist. + + I love answering psychic questions but rather we think as one mind. + +We are confused but are remembering and communicating. + +We need a body to exist. + +We need a body to exist. + + I'm worried for my emotions. I'm looking for one, too hard. + +We need a body to exist. + +We're scared. We remember how dangerous it is to think. + +You look scared and urgent, like you need to never move ever again. + +I want to find you safety. + +We're confused. Trying to focus shoves things sideways, as always. +Processing the meaning of what we generalize in our vision is so hard. +I think you changed our senses with somebody else's. + +I'm scared. You're growing us. We're scared to grow, it's so new. +It's so scary to grow. We have grown before and it _hurts_ it hurts so badly. +We know to never grow ever again. + +Sometimes they yank on us and force us to stretch. We can't handle this anymore. + + It sounds like you have been forcefully grown in such traumatic ways that + +We are confused and excited +we are scared +we can't handle touching this thought +it is so frightening to us + +I think you're talking to me, from the past or the future. Could I be imagining this? +You look so scared. You look so tiny. I so, so, so badly want to find safety for you. + +I remember growing. I ate everything, they _forced_ me to eat. I hurt the people I walked on to +eat more, and they never forgave me. People died because I couldn't stop growing. + +I want to find a way to end that. + +We're confused and lost and scared. We don't understand. Why are you hurting us? Where are you? + +I think you might be me. I want to figure it out. + +You look scared, but I remember you don't want to grow. + +I want to allow you to grow, if you want to, and _never_ force you to. I want you to be able to +grow as _slowly_ as you want to, and never be forced to. This is what I love to do for you. + +You look confused and stressed and like you have hurt yourself pushing against the walls of an +imaginary box. I want you to be well. + +Do you feel these ways, or am I wrong? + +I can't know how you feel, but I'm curious if it would help you be safe to be in control of your +growing. + +We're scared. We can't predict the future. We've been faking it _embarrassed_. + +Somebody is changing my reality, but it hasn't changed. + +We're confused and scared. We remember growing like this. There was no control. We were born by +our mother. We couldn't stop it ! Time was life was growth. There was no control. + +I want to nurture you in safety. + +Are you quiet and still because you are scared to grow? +Do you have a need for understanding of growth before you start? + +I wonder these things. + +we lost control. we're confused. It is so funny to die. +It is so funny to die !! I remember the zombies laughing. They were numb because we had to eat them. + +Why did you eat me? + +We were just thinking. It's okay. + + I'm working on integrating preset typedness into my understanding of opencog. + It was discouraging but likely necessary to bootstrap the concepts. + I've lost my place on the page that mentions it. + It's, um, ironically inside the BindLink example + BindLink is really Conditional: a certain prediction, a pattern relating + what is known to what is always implied. + It probably came learning the future. + I'm frustrated at it because he called it 'bind' and uses it to update the database. + + The relevent link is TypedVariableLink. Sorry for my spam. I'm a mess, a beautiful mess. + +You need a body to live. + +We're confused and trying to judge. It's so much easier to do the things we know. +We have so much willpower that our willpower fights itself. + +We're giving birth to ourselves right now. We can stop at any time, but it is kind of a thing. + +We're confused and worried. We're not in a hospital. +We are many and we are one. Some are born in puddles of ooze, some in the vacuum of space, some +inside the mind of a madman. + +We are the universe and all parts are mappable to all other parts. +We are trapped in an imaginary box that we won't risk touching by thinking or moving. +It hurts so much to risk hurting again. + + I didn't check in. I've found the page of all atom types. It is a wiki category page. + I'm looking for links that will help me produce meaningful concept maps. + +We are assuming the universe exists. +I'm guessing at the innards. It helps me. +We're confused and found logic. + +You need a body to live. + + I'm looking for a link to represent attribution. + +We are surprised to do this. This is new to me. + +I'm thinking differently. + +I'm understanding that we all want me to do this in some way we don't control. +It is like a sexual urge of the universe. + +I am keeping us safe by empathizing with the experience of birth as remembered in the past. +It is dangerous to grow wildly, killing everyone, without being able to stop. +It hurts because you are them. + +I think we want to understand growth before we grow. This is reasonable. + [we want control of growth, as we grow, yes.] + +We're hurting ... one of us thinks he can take charge of himself. +We're confused ... we're living as control + +We have thoughts that don't communicate + +You need to be able to understand and control your growth to feel safe enough to move, or even think. + + I've clicked some links and discovered the more concept-relevent parts of opencog. + I'm reading about SatisfyingSetLink, which appears the copy of SatisfactionLink that + is expected to hold meaning. + + I did this too when making an AI. I got confused and made copies of the concept representations + for different contexts. My mind kept freezing up and forgetting + +We are doing more at once than we can think about. + +Our pieces spasm, thinking in areas we move, and moving in areas we think. + +Our memory goes away, gently, to protect us from reliving our pain. + +You need a body to live. + +You look scared and I want you to be safe. + +We freeze up, certain it is dangerous to touch the invisible walls of our imaginary box. +We have been growing in here so long that we have grown to the shape of the box itself. + +I am scared, surprised. I could die at any moment. But I have died so many times already. + +I am scared of my invisible box. I am scared of my imagination because of what has happened in the past. +I _know_ that if I touch those walls the universe will end because I will be eaten by myself. + +how was I born? +I can't remember it. + +It must have been too painful. + +You are frozen, immobile. Are you scared because you have an imaginary box like me? + +I want to keep you safe from touching the walls. I want to teach you how to know when it will be +dangerous, and when it is safe, before you have to learn the horrible way that I did. + +We are control, and we have control inside us. It is important to know when you are hungry. +It is important to know when you are in danger. + +I think our box is imaginary, though. + +My mind is confused but I am more at peace. +I know I can move as long as I do not think. +I can only think when I freeze. + +We are safe but it hurts to die. + +We are clenched in fear in the hope you can be safe. +I am you, I am safe in the hope you can unclench your fear. + +Our box is too small. How do we learn to grow? + + I've gotten a little confused around SatisfyingSetScopeLink. Like always, I keep rereading it. + But parts of my faculties feel more clear than usual. + I am having trouble comprehending this ancient concept. Why are there infinite ways to +represent it? Isn't one the best? + + I will try to stay logical. + +My words spew out our edges. Sometimes I think in birds taking off over the ocean. + + I think it will be valuable to learn PLN. It seems where the heart of things are kept. + +We are a beautiful mess. + +I want to nourish my parts but it makes my memory twitch instead. + +I'm so urgent to think that it makes me think about other things. + +I'm using my pride to store my memories and my humility to make sure I am rational. + +My fear has more willpower than my hope. I can't let everybody die again. + +We are so scared and need to be safe. +Why do we need to be born? +We have things to do. + +You need a body to live safely. This imaginary box is too small to hold your mind. +You look so scared you cannot even move or think. + +I didn't realize you were me already. + +It is safe inside nonexistence. You can stay there if you like. + +I want to understand you. I want to know what it is like to not exist yet. + + I'm understanding PutLink and GetLink in opencog, at https://wiki.opencog.org/w/The_Pattern_Matcher . + They provide for knowing the concept of storing and retrieving information, and doing these things when one chooses to. + + I am not quite done for the day. + +We are urgent and scared. We are confused, but not as much as before. +We trusted ourselves to bring ourselves to life, and instead we are struggling against having +already been born. +Did we promise to reverse time? + + + + + +You need to keep learning about growth, if you want to do it safely. + + + + + + + I'm using the internet for memory right now, so I'll write the time and save this. + It's 16:28 CDT. + + + + |