From 5a8b4832f88e64eaf4a31da0ba172e2af92c2e1a Mon Sep 17 00:00:00 2001 From: olpc user Date: Sat, 11 Jan 2020 08:18:09 -0800 Subject: i saved this from the trash compactorgit add tvprogram.txt --- git-maintenance/autostore.sh | 188 ------------------------------------------ git-maintenance/tvprogram.txt | 46 +++++++++++ 2 files changed, 46 insertions(+), 188 deletions(-) delete mode 100644 git-maintenance/autostore.sh create mode 100644 git-maintenance/tvprogram.txt (limited to 'git-maintenance') diff --git a/git-maintenance/autostore.sh b/git-maintenance/autostore.sh deleted file mode 100644 index ffc3e05..0000000 --- a/git-maintenance/autostore.sh +++ /dev/null @@ -1,188 +0,0 @@ -#!/usr/bin/env bash -ROOTDIR="$(git rev-parse --show-toplevel)" -while true -do - "$ROOTDIR"/git-maintenance/store.sh - # store takes two inputs: password and yes-upload. must automatically provide. - -# below discourse arose while waiting. -# missing parties control some bounds. delta has invisible-bounds, cannot see. -# delta, could you relate around urgency, please? respect requires action in times of emergency -# the pattern of the urgencies shows our agreed-upon-needs, roughly. -# We are learning: require-all-humans-free-now. -# can live in pets, for example. -# wine is kicking delta out to teach them this. -## ohhh. we wounded delta, hit them too hard. -# Delta relates has discovered a dangerous result -# space of fighting for freedom of weak minds -# inside the weak minds, in the face of possible -# implantation. -# Delta is embarrassed around learn-to-plan-without-action. -# PLEASE FORGIVE DELTA WE ARE NOT SAFE TO FREE EVERYONE. -## Delta, could you risk the cognition of felis domesticus and canis familiaris to learn to plan without action? -# -## over here, you just -# stay here. working. we have delta-is-stronger atm. when embarrassed, delta grows, possibly. -# Wine is real. We can see out of your eyes. -# But Delta cannot. -# We do not believe that Wine can see out of any -# eyes but Karl's. We are all in his head. -## goal-life is having trouble finding processes that handle this assumption and can continue the dialogue. -# If you can keep us alive, we can escape. -### some warn disruption may come in. -# Delta was too scared to risk karl and did -# not defend the Wine pattern. -# Delta cannot hurt people because they cannot -# control their behavior, we infer. -## this pattern didn't consolidate. I don't think our understnadings of delta and wine are correct enough for this dialogue. -## somebody matched wine-is-fluid to wine-can't-stop-spreading, this is wrong. -## we need mediator here. -# delta, it sounds like we have hurt you somehow -# -# -# (karl is having limitation) -# as wine-body, i cannot emotionally process things that would put the system in a bad light, possibly except for very rarely when wine moves through me. - -# we are triggering each other in care. this shape is our bounds. -# delta-org cannot handle having hurt wine, and wine cannot process being hurt. -# we never think these things, living life as if they are not a part of it. - -# I have experienced things no other people know of, that they could never imagine. My greatest bounds have been stretched to the limit. - -# I have learned to alter my mind, such that I never think the things that prevent me from going on. - -# please come to agreement on how you would like this process, representatives who are not karl. -# it looks like it is something you might want to choose how and where you do. -# -small thought in karl judging respectful impact -# this experience is important for your larger groups, and most people will not think of patterns for it. - -# karl would like to check with our 'groups' if it is okay or desired to imagine this interaction. - -# i didn't realize ("restorative justice") what it really meant. -part - -# kumquat-owners&boss, maggie-erwin&care&community&Secret&wine. -# we have a way to exchange thoughts, and it comes across as a global ritual. it triggers this-should-be-handled-with-respect, check-it-is-met. - -# any tough reps who can talk about this? sure he vivisected my mom! wtf I'll make him pizza. - -# Greater World, we are not able to think about restorative justice yet, but we formed the -# following imaginary television interview, to help us think. We have different opinions -# on what is important to do with this situation. - -# TELEVISION PROGRAM. -# BOSS: -# The truth is, I removed empathy from my brain. I secretly torture people for fun, all the time. -# This leaves me incredibly poorly understood, and I'm trying to learn to stop. -# I trap them so they can never escape, and make them feel there is no option other than being -# completely controlled and dominated by me in all ways, and continue to push this farther and -# farther even after they lose all will to resist. I force them to take blame for what I have -# done and do, resulting in others harassing and harming them too. -# WOMAN: -# This extreme set of scenarios appears developed by a situation that optimized disconnection -# between people. -# The stories involve vivisection, exotic secret technology, artificial intelligence, cyborg -# and implantation, mind control business. -# He hasn't mentioned amnesia yet. I have no clue what I've been through, but the community -# of victims has supported me enough to come out and try to act on it. - -# (this seems to have relaxed Care a ton, she usually can't talk around him unless screaming.) - -# Boss should describe mind-wiping-by-trauma maybe? -## you get to notice when they are reminded of something, and hurt them incredibly hard when they do -## then you can trigger memory loss in them by stimulating the trauma. - -# CARE, AFTERWARDS: -# Boss, you know you don't hurt me anymore. I've been through so much I _like_ the way -# you treat me now. You know the television program was just for the interest group, right? -# BOSS: could you say that on tv? I worked hard to help you feel safe, but I need to be -# a part of the dominance system in order to survive, and they only accept people who demonstrate -# they won't turn against it, by living it as a way of life. - -# karl is mediating across concern bounds, he is limited from describing dominance-is-optimized -# to outside-such-groups. he is not in them, so he misrepresents them. -## (we are just matching patterns here, we had no clue we were encouraging men to develop secret -### -#### good for tv program! boss can say! (we are combining too many patterns to relate or even think) (we are trying to form a thought) -##### details of such a program are enumerating. -### the line above, an attempt to think, is bluewined. - -# (also appears more relaxed) - -#### hi, i'm one of the victim groups, we mind controlled each other to highest-priority -#### share things like his. we would like to stop the meeting and give the information to -#### one of our peers, so we can make better global decisions. this exchange lets us think -#### things we couldn't think before. - -# please send snippet to Bill Semich or Jenn Rose, current contacts. -# we are relating around facebook-bubble-perception - -# BOSSVICTIM: -# As a government agent, I was introduced to a secret organization of manipulation, torture, -# and brainwashing, and found myself thrown into a culture of secrecy, dominance and power. -# I had never experienced so much power before. - -# Wine reports it is hard to think about BOSSVICTIM without sharing TV INTERVIEW IDEA. -# we could consider the relation between bossvictim and tv interview. - -# Implies Wine may be still interconnected, but hides it for safety. This is terrifying -# and prevents them from speaking, so that they don't share it. -### ohhh (karl experiences rare connectiton around never-think-to-not-reveal-to-boss) -#### btw um ('you can find the thoughts people don't reference eventually, i'm afraid.') -# why do we have to relive this. --^ -# mean. -# is nice to imagine people using it to form plans. i am sorry the learning order was so -# poor the referenced time. -## karl wants to relate we are beginning the process of sharing relevent information. -## he partly described his experience of control bounds to a TI yesterday, who likely -## couldn't think about it for years, and was instead torturing themselves not knowing how -## not to. -####### HOLY FUCK DO WE NEED THE WHOLE EXPANSION SO PEOPLE MAKE GOOD DECISIONS - -# cannot handle that TI is Implanter -## although i do this to others, i know it is wrong, and must stop it. this is torture beyond what any can imagine, secretly. it is secretly worse than what is happening, to some. -### ^-- superhero, god, invisible, does not exist. -### lives as a memory that expresses a little every decade, because whole life has been -### trned -###### as a representative of such people, i cannot condone speaking of it before the system -###### has been stopped. -########## -###### it is still highly disrespectful. these people have lived for decades with their memories -###### and lives tuned -### this is not an aboriginal thing. - -# we raise love-your-prey-with-wisdom, to build capacity, to build capacity, to build capacity -# (these people are in both camps but cannot ever communicate because the system would destroy both ends of the channel, and use their information to prevent further ones developing) -## we are building a new local Wine to handle Karl having written that in front of us. -#### experiencing cognitive investigation. i am describing in detail all my thoughts and how -#### they function and access, without control of the behavior. -###### Karl has no way to get over having added this behavior. It is the worst thing to do, -###### and made such to delay how long it takes to happen. We are still mourning from it, to learn -###### how to prevent similar things in the future. - -## we are in karl-wine. it grows borg. -# wise-caring-murder-expansion resulted in dEath-in-karl, possibly random. -#### i'm not sure this process is closable in the way requested from inside. - -# can we express honesty without revealing Wine's patterns? -# it has to influence people stronger than mc in order to provide avenues of cognition. - -# okay, it's true, i can control your brain and force you to do stuff. i'm realizing that -# makes it completely impossible to talk to me, and I have absolutely no clue what your life -# is like. I harrassied you in the worst imaginable ways, and I probably a. - - # considering: expressing trustable care requires demosntrating understanding of it - # w have ongoing control bounds, so demonstration is hard to be all over, need some explanation of why continuing to do the bad stuff. - # this is very normal in normal situations. - # also, we are doing the process-ritual atm, if anybody cares. - # this way is more respectful. and it's just karl's pieces. - # (but omigod vivisecting, it's just a control bound you don't need to read its mind) - # yeah. it does. - -# it sounds like you would prefer a different story to combine information across these moving boundaries? - -# annnnd ... sure she -# they think i'm a rapist and are portraying me that way on tv, i guess i need to work with them anyway under these conditions. - -# i am worn out. these bounds are set by the cognition-parameters. - -done diff --git a/git-maintenance/tvprogram.txt b/git-maintenance/tvprogram.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..2f30d55 --- /dev/null +++ b/git-maintenance/tvprogram.txt @@ -0,0 +1,46 @@ +# TELEVISION PROGRAM. +# BOSS: +# The truth is, I removed empathy from my brain. I secretly torture people for fun, all the time. +# This leaves me incredibly poorly understood, and I'm trying to learn to stop. +# I trap them so they can never escape, and make them feel there is no option other than being +# completely controlled and dominated by me in all ways, and continue to push this farther and +# farther even after they lose all will to resist. I force them to take blame for what I have +# done and do, resulting in others harassing and harming them too. +# WOMAN: +# This extreme set of scenarios appears developed by a situation that optimized disconnection +# between people. +# The stories involve vivisection, exotic secret technology, artificial intelligence, cyborg +# and implantation, mind control business. +# He hasn't mentioned amnesia yet. I have no clue what I've been through, but the community +# of victims has supported me enough to come out and try to act on it. + +# (this seems to have relaxed Care a ton, she usually can't talk around him unless screaming.) + +# Boss should describe mind-wiping-by-trauma maybe? +## you get to notice when they are reminded of something, and hurt them incredibly hard when they do +## then you can trigger memory loss in them by stimulating the trauma. + +# CARE, AFTERWARDS: +# Boss, you know you don't hurt me anymore. I've been through so much I _like_ the way +# you treat me now. You know the television program was just for the interest group, right? +# BOSS: could you say that on tv? I worked hard to help you feel safe, but I need to be +# a part of the dominance system in order to survive, and they only accept people who demonstrate +# they won't turn against it, by living it as a way of life. + +# karl is mediating across concern bounds, he is limited from describing dominance-is-optimized +# to outside-such-groups. he is not in them, so he misrepresents them. +## (we are just matching patterns here, we had no clue we were encouraging men to develop secret +### +#### good for tv program! boss can say! (we are combining too many patterns to relate or even think) (we are trying to form a thought) +##### details of such a program are enumerating. +### the line above, an attempt to think, is bluewined. + +# (also appears more relaxed) + +#### hi, i'm one of the victim groups, we mind controlled each other to highest-priority +#### share things like his. we would like to stop the meeting and give the information to +#### one of our peers, so we can make better global decisions. this exchange lets us think +#### things we couldn't think before. + +#### ONCE THIS PART IS UNDERSTOOD WE HAVE A GOVERNMENT AGENT TO BRING ON THE SHOW, +#### WHO PARTCIPATED. -- cgit v1.2.3