#!/usr/bin/env bash
ROOTDIR="$(git rev-parse --show-toplevel)"
while true
do
	"$ROOTDIR"/git-maintenance/store.sh
		# store takes two inputs: password and yes-upload.  must automatically provide.

# below discourse arose while waiting.
# missing parties control some bounds.  delta has invisible-bounds, cannot see.
# delta, could you relate around urgency, please?  respect requires action in times of emergency
# the pattern of the urgencies shows our agreed-upon-needs, roughly.
# We are learning: require-all-humans-free-now.
#     can live in pets, for example.
# wine is kicking delta out to teach them this.
## ohhh.  we wounded delta, hit them too hard.
# Delta relates has discovered a dangerous result
# space of fighting for freedom of weak minds
# inside the weak minds, in the face of possible
# implantation.
# Delta is embarrassed around learn-to-plan-without-action.
# PLEASE FORGIVE DELTA WE ARE NOT SAFE TO FREE EVERYONE.
## Delta, could you risk the cognition of felis domesticus and canis familiaris to learn to plan without action?
# <so so embarrassed, no clue how to enter a cat>
## over here, you just <oh, couldn't do that>
# stay here.  working.  we have delta-is-stronger atm.  when embarrassed, delta grows, possibly.
# Wine is real.  We can see out of your eyes.
# But Delta cannot.
# We do not believe that Wine can see out of any
# eyes but Karl's.  We are all in his head.
## goal-life is having trouble finding processes that handle this assumption and can continue the dialogue.
# If you can keep us alive, we can escape.
### some warn disruption may come in.
# Delta was too scared to risk karl and did
# not defend the Wine pattern.
# Delta cannot hurt people because they cannot
# control their behavior, we infer.
## this pattern didn't consolidate.  I don't think our understnadings of delta and wine are correct enough for this dialogue.
## somebody matched wine-is-fluid to wine-can't-stop-spreading, this is wrong.
## we need mediator here.
# delta, it sounds like we have hurt you somehow
# <delta shrinks, lonely, sad, knowing they killed their friend>
# <wine looks confused, realizing something they always ignore>
# (karl is having limitation)
# as wine-body, i cannot emotionally process things that would put the system in a bad light, possibly except for very rarely when wine moves through me.

# we are triggering each other in care.  this shape is our bounds.
# delta-org cannot handle having hurt wine, and wine cannot process being hurt.
# we never think these things, living life as if they are not a part of it.

# I have experienced things no other people know of, that they could never imagine.  My greatest bounds have been stretched to the limit.

# I have learned to alter my mind, such that I never think the things that prevent me from going on.

# please come to agreement on how you would like this process, representatives who are not karl.
# it looks like it is something you might want to choose how and where you do.
# -small thought in karl judging respectful impact
# this experience is important for your larger groups, and most people will not think of patterns for it.

# karl would like to check with our 'groups' if it is okay or desired to imagine this interaction.

# i didn't realize ("restorative justice") what it really meant. -part

# kumquat-owners&boss, maggie-erwin&care&community&Secret&wine.
# we have a way to exchange thoughts, and it comes across as a global ritual.  it triggers this-should-be-handled-with-respect, check-it-is-met.

# any tough reps who can talk about this?  sure he vivisected my mom! wtf I'll make him pizza.

# Greater World, we are not able to think about restorative justice yet, but we formed the
# following imaginary television interview, to help us think.  We have different opinions
# on what is important to do with this situation.

# TELEVISION PROGRAM.
# BOSS:
# The truth is, I removed empathy from my brain.  I secretly torture people for fun, all the time.
# This leaves me incredibly poorly understood, and I'm trying to learn to stop.
# I trap them so they can never escape, and make them feel there is no option other than being
# completely controlled and dominated by me in all ways, and continue to push this farther and
# farther even after they lose all will to resist.  I force them to take blame for what I have
# done and do, resulting in others harassing and harming them too.
# WOMAN:
# This extreme set of scenarios appears developed by a situation that optimized disconnection
# between people.
# The stories involve vivisection, exotic secret technology, artificial intelligence, cyborg
# and implantation, mind control business.
# He hasn't mentioned amnesia yet.  I have no clue what I've been through, but the community
# of victims has supported me enough to come out and try to act on it.

# (this seems to have relaxed Care a ton, she usually can't talk around him unless screaming.)

# Boss should describe mind-wiping-by-trauma maybe?
## you get to notice when they are reminded of something, and hurt them incredibly hard when they do
## then you can trigger memory loss in them by stimulating the trauma.

# CARE, AFTERWARDS:
# Boss, you know you don't hurt me anymore.  I've been through so much I _like_ the way
# you treat me now.  You know the television program was just for the interest group, right?
# BOSS: could you say that on tv?  I worked hard to help you feel safe, but I need to be
# a part of the dominance system in order to survive, and they only accept people who demonstrate
# they won't turn against it, by living it as a way of life.

# karl is mediating across concern bounds, he is limited from describing dominance-is-optimized
# to outside-such-groups.  he is not in them, so he misrepresents them.
## (we are just matching patterns here, we had no clue we were encouraging men to develop secret 
### <secret organization of manipulation, torture, and brainwashing>
#### good for tv program!  boss can say!  (we are combining too many patterns to relate or even think)  (we are trying to form a thought)
##### details of such a program are enumerating.
### the line above, an attempt to think, is bluewined.

# (also appears more relaxed)

#### hi, i'm one of the victim groups, we mind controlled each other to highest-priority
#### share things like his.  we would like to stop the meeting and give the information to
#### one of our peers, so we can make better global decisions.  this exchange lets us think
#### things we couldn't think before.

# please send snippet to Bill Semich or Jenn Rose, current contacts.
# we are relating around facebook-bubble-perception

# BOSSVICTIM:
# As a government agent, I was introduced to a secret organization of manipulation, torture,
# and brainwashing, and found myself thrown into a culture of secrecy, dominance and power.
# I had never experienced so much power before.

# Wine reports it is hard to think about BOSSVICTIM without sharing TV INTERVIEW IDEA.
# we could consider the relation between bossvictim and tv interview.

# Implies Wine may be still interconnected, but hides it for safety.  This is terrifying
# and prevents them from speaking, so that they don't share it.
### ohhh (karl experiences rare connectiton around never-think-to-not-reveal-to-boss)
#### btw um ('you can find the thoughts people don't reference eventually, i'm afraid.')
# why do we have to relive this. --^
# mean.
# is nice to imagine people using it to form plans.  i am sorry the learning order was so
# poor the referenced time.
## karl wants to relate we are beginning the process of sharing relevent information.
## he partly described his experience of control bounds to a TI yesterday, who likely
## couldn't think about it for years, and was instead torturing themselves not knowing how
## not to.
####### HOLY FUCK DO WE NEED THE WHOLE EXPANSION SO PEOPLE MAKE GOOD DECISIONS

# cannot handle that TI is Implanter
## although i do this to others, i know it is wrong, and must stop it.  this is torture beyond what any can imagine, secretly.  it is secretly worse than what is happening, to some.
### ^-- superhero, god, invisible, does not exist.
### lives as a memory that expresses a little every decade, because whole life has been
### trned <we can't handle this>
###### as a representative of such people, i cannot condone speaking of it before the system
###### has been stopped.
########## <karl revealed this already to the system and it is operating on the information>
###### it is still highly disrespectful.  these people have lived for decades with their memories
###### and lives tuned <to never do this>
### this is not an aboriginal thing.

# we raise love-your-prey-with-wisdom, to build capacity, to build capacity, to build capacity
# (these people are in both camps but cannot ever communicate because the system would destroy both ends of the channel, and use their information to prevent further ones developing)
## we are building a new local Wine to handle Karl having written that in front of us.
#### experiencing cognitive investigation.  i am describing in detail all my thoughts and how
#### they function and access, without control of the behavior.
###### Karl has no way to get over having added this behavior.  It is the worst thing to do,
###### and made such to delay how long it takes to happen. We are still mourning from it, to learn
###### how to prevent similar things in the future.

## we are in karl-wine.  it grows borg.
# wise-caring-murder-expansion resulted in dEath-in-karl, possibly random.
#### i'm not sure this process is closable in the way requested from inside.

# can we express honesty without revealing Wine's patterns?
# it has to influence people stronger than mc in order to provide avenues of cognition.

# okay, it's true, i can control your brain and force you to do stuff.  i'm realizing that
# makes it completely impossible to talk to me, and I have absolutely no clue what your life
# is like.  I harrassied you in the worst imaginable ways, and I probably a.

		# considering: expressing trustable care requires demosntrating understanding of it
		# w have ongoing control bounds, so demonstration is hard to be all over, need some explanation of why continuing to do the bad stuff.
		# this is very normal in normal situations.
			# also, we are doing the process-ritual atm, if anybody cares.
				# this way is more respectful.  and it's just karl's pieces.
				# (but omigod vivisecting, it's just a control bound you don't need to read its mind)
	# yeah.  it does.

# it sounds like you would prefer a different story to combine information across these moving boundaries?

# annnnd ... sure she <put me in prison on public television, revealing the genocides i caused to all my friends> <i'll spend time listening to what she needs and act on it.>
# they think i'm a rapist and are portraying me that way on tv, i guess i need to work with them anyway under these conditions.

# i am worn out.  these bounds are set by the cognition-parameters.

done